left with 1!!

yea!! i'm only left with 1 last paper!!
but the most boring module ever!! and of course! i haven't started studying it!
just going play the whole night tml then start studying!!
but my tp friends now all playing le la! can haolian to me already!
haha!! today after paper went to eat dinner with mildred edna and junkiat!! woohoo!
had fun talking to them in subway!! know alot of stuffs in DBF!! haha!!
next time shall continue!:D

oh well!

wahaha!!! projects finally over!! woohoo!
just finish my last presentation today!! jon ask me if i memorise my script..
erm! i didn't purposely memorise actually! i just keep rehearshing at home untill without noticing, i happen to remember what i need to say! maybe memorise it indirectly? so is it my fault?! haha!too bad.i got no confidence in a presentation and tend to rehearse alot the day before cos i thought practice makes perfect. so if i happen to remember, shall take it as memorise lo!! LOL! well! many people thought i memorise and his not the first to say that! but i just can't be a natural speaker or a speaker to act as they can say something out naturally! adding to the point, i can't read anything out from a paper when i'm nervous so i normally bring the script but end up never use it in the end! and i don't see the point between reading from paper or not reading from paper since the content would be similar. just that i refer to the paper more and i will get the habit of keep refering to paper and it will actually get worst for me cos i just can't be natural! aiyo! dunno la! got rehearse sure somehow remember what you going to say what?! I shall learn to speak like its the first time i'm presenting the thing! so people won't thought i memorise and say me! hardcore! so hard to be human! when can i let everyone satisfied with me? think i will never! maybe when i die?! LOL! YEA!and i know eng is super important. especially in singapore now and i often somehow feel that if i can't speak eng fluently, people will look down on me(n0t all la!). if i could say, the main reason for me to be lack of confidence is because of eng. it really restricted me to talk to many people and in understanding of certain things! LOL!! i trying really hard to improve on my english but it failed la! just can't bring myself to pronounce correctly! erm..i got to say, i shall not think too much again!:)and i found limitations in blogging! cannot fully express my thoughts!! cos i can't tell everything to everyone! so i shall keep the rest in my heart and BRAIN!

PS: i'm not shooting jon or what! just a reflection on my presentation.

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Hi,Fion says she has no time to blog,but i beg to differ.cause she spends her free time on tv,dramas,slacking, etc. FIND EXCUSES ONLY LOR.haiiiiii

ANW.
STUDY HARD FION!!!! GOT FREE TIME COME TO UPDATE!!


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National day!

HAPPY!!

I'm super looking forward to meet the hornists later!!
Have been super long that i never meet them:)
Everyone seems to be so busy untill tml we finally can meet at like 7pm plus!!
We don't intend to watch fireworks this time round which i think will be a good thing.
Don't need to every year squeeze with the crowds just to watch that few minutes of fireworks!
I rather spend more time with them chatting.so yea!! SEE YA HORNISTS!!
I need to sleep soon..meeting xueying at 8am to study?
Do you think i can wake up on time?
LETS HOPE SO!!! =))

maybe its just good to be single..

to be truthful. I do feel lonely at times especially when i see couples together(damn! sure alot people say me!)
LOL! sometimes i think getting attached is quite a good idea cos there will be someone to talk to when you just felt so lonely or has no one to talk to. but my thinking started to change recently, seen many cases,happy ones(felt so happy for them!)but not forgetting the heart aching ones and i can only feel sorry for them, i don't know how to help them because i lack of the experience to give them suggestions and was not good in words or consoling people.Love, commitment, loyalty,faithfulness, time & etc are all the key factors but how many could really do that when thinking of having a relationship? what i could say is think twice!( sounds like a commercial!)i really admire that guy who told me the reason why he's not in a relationship.(hope he's not lying)

Games day!

SATURDAY
met willie and kienan to go school for games day at 8am plus.
reach school and started having some ice breaking games then everyone was seperated into groups..
HAHA! and i happen to be same group as kienan,johnson,kiantiong,nathan,hwee sheng,edward and ernest.
happen to be a all guys team and year 2 & 3 team. no year 1 at all so we got no people to know la!
erm..the event was alright la just that i'm too tired to actively participate in it..
right after the event, i went home to bathe and rushed to take mrt to orchard to meet jingwen, yanling, siuyun,belinda,kiantiong,nathan,hwee sheng,piahwee and genli for durian buffet at goodwood park hotel!
we ordered the dessert buffet, the buffet not only have durian pastry but different variety of desserts.
After having that buffet, i realised that i'm not good in eating dessert.
Can't eat as much like how i eat those steamboat or sushi buffet, so i decided not to go for dessert buffet!
cos i will just waste my money there. went home after that, i forced to go home early to study the next day=(

Ernest trying to make kienan drop the grape!