i hate the way i am now.
i hate it when i know there's something wrong again.
i hate it when the doctor told me about it and i'm still able smile to him.
i hate all the check ups and going to hospital alone.
i hate to make people worry about me.
i hate my mum who keep asking me all the things i don't even know.
i hate for not knowing the reasons for everything.
i hate to hide alone in the room to cry.
i hate to put on a fake smile.
i hate to HATE!!

maybe its just all the karma...

i'm the root of problems...

what a boring life i had!!
zzz
but i will continue provide entertainment for my friends(look up!)

let me post about LTA job!
DON'T LISTEN TO THAT IDIOTIC WOMEN!!
she just so pro in making people trust her.
all because of her our pay is delayed.
and i don't understand why its only a month and people just couldn't wait.
stop asking me when the pay is cos i dunno!
if the pay haven't come, i'm also the victim!!
i dunno why she want to do all this crap for!
DAMN HER!! lol!!

i feel so heaty right now!! outbreaks of pimples!!
face becoming so red!! zzz.............