erm...i'm blogging at such a timing (4.18am) the day after my blaw paper.
not studying for investment but just watching some videos! my fav past time!
felt kind of lost..i used to think that there's a chance for me to go university.
BUT NOWWW.......ITS A NO FOR ME! i really had no confidence and believed that i couldn't enter into uni. Taking into consideration of so many people around me are more hardworking than me, smarter and determined. I felt small:(
I can't imagine my future, even my academic now! I JUST HOPE THERE'S MIRACLE!!
I should probably stop dreaming! I felt that i've changed. i seems to get emotional easily maybe because of the monthly thingy. LOL! but it just felt so bad!!!

AWWWW~ i just can't wait for holiday to come!!! get me away from those stuffs!!
JUST LET ME LOVE TO STUDY FOR JUST 3 MORE DAYS AND I SHALL BE FREE FROM EVERYTHING!!
except for the friends part, POLY LIFE IS TORTURING ME!!!!
i don't even want to think what will happen tml!!