Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Went for biopsy today.
The doctor upon seeing my scar, got quite a shocked having to know i actually had an operation before. While doing the biopsy, she said something like "at such a young age, and you need to go through so much things" in a sympathic tone.
Right at that moment when i heard what she said, i was on the verge to cry, but i hold on to it.
After the biopsy, mum keep asking me questions, blaming me on this and that, how the food i ate being unhealthy, kept on complaining..felt kind of pissed off. As if i wanted all these things to happen on me. I thought i was healthy enough,i never smoke, never drink and i don't pick on foods! i even eat more veg than most of my friends! This is how life beingg unfair. So mum keep nagging on me even till we reach the mrt, she was still complaining non stop untill it hit my limit and i started crying from novena to bugis station. I tried to stop my tears from flowing, but it couldn't be fixed. I swear i won't want to cry anymore, its so embarassing to cry in the public.

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