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i went back to the hospital two days ago to get the results after the surgery to get rid of that tumor/lump. They took a test or that lump thingy and the good news is........IT WASN'T CANCEROUS! cool! ya! great news! then they did a ultrasound for me again! a tumor was found right beside it. The person who did the ultrasound was like in a state of confused. dunno what to do. so she asked me to wait outside the room and she called the doctor down. they asked me in again and doctor told me to do another type of scanning. it wasn't a nice one! LOL! so yup..came down to get the results of that new tumor days after. doc told me that it look kind of strange and seems like more serious than my previous one cos there's the white spots thingy on the tumor and told me alot of medical term which i couldn't understand. felt kind of hopeless at that point of time. like why is it me again...haha! i striked 4D! zzz
At that point of time i felt like crying though i knew crying is a stupid way since it can't help to remove. its not the end of the world, just another tumor which love me and choose to be with me. so doctor told me to do another biopsy for me to test whether its cancerous or non-cancerous but either way i will need to do another operation AGAIN to get rid of it! this time, operation doesn't sound scary to me, but i hated the sight of the scar and wounds!

I knew the worst case doesn't happen to me, there's others who suffered more. I respect them even more after i get to experience these things. JIAYOU!:)its not the end of the world yet.